the best touchable song ever ! *I'm dying*

"Don't You Remember-Adele"

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye,
Not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any scene,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

But I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hoped that you'd find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,


When will I see you again?

Apa aja

Kayaknya udah lama ya gak ngeblog. Udah dulu banget ya trakhir ya pas kelas 12. Itu udah lama yaa . Udah ngelewati UAN-PURNAWIYATA-FAREWELL-SNMPTN. Itu gak gampang yaah ternyata :") . Butuh ekstra stres buat ngelaluinya.

Berbekal sama kemampuan akademik yg pas-pasan. Bukan pas-pasan tapi emang jauh dibawah pas akhirnya bisa dapet map biru isinya ijasah. IJASAH MEEENN ! GUE PUNYA 4 IJASAH MEEENN! TK SD SMP SMA GUE PUNYA MAMEN !

Sekolah udah berakhir. Mau kuliah. Tapi belum punya kuliahan. Resmi pengangguran tanpa acara, bener-bener pengangguran, mbah dari segala macam jenis mbahnya pengangguran. Di rumah useless banget. Kayak gombal gitu deh. Nggelundung jarang mandi. Mandi ya kalo udah punya even lek gak ya maks sehari sekali laah. Tapi aku wangi.

childhood toys story

Waktu kecil aku mesti minta mainan
uda banyak mainan yang ada di gudang mulai masak-masakan, rumahsakit2an, boneka teletabbies, lego, banyak wes.
Dari barbie murah sampe yang mahal aku punya, tapi mesti berakhir secara gak wajar. Karena aku frustasi sama rambutku yang pendek terus, jadi rambut barbienya juga tak potong, tak kramasin, dan berakhir mengenaskan dengan pose sikap lilin di kaleng kamar mandi. Uh.

Dulu juga sempet pengen punya peri. Kadang barbie juga tak anggep jadi peri. Tak ajak bicara dalam hati. Bodoh. Bayangin kalo ini beneran terjadi pasti si Peri udah mati nyemplungin diri ke WC, sebelum rambutnya tak gundulin.

Kadang juga main masak-masakan. Ini yang paling tak suka. Dulu senengannya ngomon-ngomong sendiri dalam hati
"mbak mau pesen apa? burger, nasgor, apa rujak, apa soto?"
...yeah, sejak kapan warung rujak sama burger jadi satu.
Waktu dulu kalo main jadi profesi mbak-mbak jualan di warung bukannya jadi chef gitu.
Kadang bunga-bunga di rumah tak cabuti trus pura-pura tak goreng, dan parahnya bunga goreng itu tak makanin ke ayam bekisar peliharaan gue (sekarang dia udah gak ada, udah melarikan diri, dia takut jadi suzana gara-gara makan kembang -_- )


nah ini nih masak2an akyuu.
cuteeee banget
ukurannya seupil anak bayi, mikroskopis hehe

Postingan Tanpa Alur

Aku gak ngert kudu nulis opo. Uripku pancet-pancet ae ngene. Datar. Gak berliku. Oiyo aku saiki lagi ndek ngarepe leptop, trus bingung arep lapo tapi btw aku sakiki lagi mood ngomong jowo (kalimat sumbang *eh opo rumbang* mbo ah -__- ) . Twitter FB tumblr heelo gak menarik pancet-pancet ae mek tak deloki tapi males update. Jan uripku pancet.

Sekolah-Makan-Boker-Akting sinau-Turu dan rangkaian peristiwa itu selalu berjalan membentuk siklus. Gak ono peristiwa menyenangkan.

Oiyoo aku sering janji arep blogging ambe diovin. Tapi mesti lali. Batrai lepi habis trus males merangkak nggoleki charger, padal aku biasae ngongkon adekku nggoleki trus de'e gak gelem trus cek cok ngamuk-ngamuk trus nanges.Barulah aku merangkak sendiri mencari charger. Semua gak ada yang instan.

Ehm ayo diskusi masalah kuliah?
oiyo ide cemerlang. em tapi aku ga ngerti kudu milih kuliah opo
aku gak pengen arsitek. Aku pengen GIZI. tapi aku pengen kuliah ndek ITEBEEE plis
tapi realitanya di ITB gak ada kedokteran gizinyaa. Wes a.

kata emak :
gue: "mak, enake aku kuliah ndek ndi?"
emak : "la kowe pengene ndi?"
gue : "GAK NGERTI -______- . oiyo mbak e koncoku kuliah dokter suweeee"
emak : "iyaa ancen tapi enak bla bla bla"
gue : *mangkel seraya meninggalkan emak*

kata ebes :
ebes : "kuliah dimance? " *ebesku kok maleh bencoong -__- eaa*
gue : "GAK NGETI"
ebes: "wes suwe tapi ra ngerti2"

kata abang :
abang :"WIN KULIAH O LUAR KOTA OJO NDEK MALANG"
gue: "ha?"
abang : "LAPO ? WEDI LDR? GAK USAH PACARAN"
gue :"iyoo aku GAK NDEK MALANG. aku gak ngurus pacar *uuupsss"


hemm aku ngelu. munek-munek . wes ah
postingan tanpa alur

Water and sparkling

Iseng2 moto hehehe

i was 10, 11 and , im 12 now

hm 24 months in SENIOR HIGH SCHOOL.

It began on july 2009, still wore white blue uniform. I looked at that building, not to wide, was different with what i imagined before. SMAN 3 Malang. Place where i spent morning, afternoon, day, week, month, even two years with happiness, sadness, misery, love story, friendship, books, teachers, class, party, and everythiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiing.

10th CLASS

Scientist(Smart Community Of Ten Three is the Best) that was my class's name. I was number 15 of this part. And everthing were so serious cause there was goal to be achieved, science class. And thanks GOD it came true :)

11th CLASS

RUBICS(Remember Us As A Big Family Of Science Three Class). I dont know why. I came in sorrowness. I entered science. Mathematic, Physic, Chemistry, Biology. Why? Even I dont know . And it was different in the other side. CONTRAST. A week felt like a day, a year felt like a month. Times ran very fast. And I still stood in same place. I was in a lot of happiness. Everyday were party. Everymoment were candys. Sweet. I enjoy all of them.

and...............................its over

12 month of that time were over.

12th CLASS is waiting.

BISMILLAH :)

Ya Allah please, make it easy.

Please.

(photos: when I was 10th class)

FISH EYE LENS

oh my GOD i wanna buy lomo camera, but i dont really like photography.

and i got this photo by photoshop fisheye lens effect hihi.